Thursday, July 31, 2008
Big sigh.....
how will you feel if you're betrayed by someone.. and the someone is someone close to you?
I think i'm going crazy already.
Sometimes i think it's better if i'll just sleep and die..
and maybe,hopefully the person will regret what he/she had done and cry for me?
The person might even jump with joy for i'm no longer around... hindering him/her.
But maybe the person will feel sad for there's less one person he/she can step on to bring himself/herself to a higher position..
what foolish thoughts....
cause i'm not brave enough to do it. takes alot to leave everything behind...
What is depression really?
Cos' i feel I have gotten it..
For no reason i feel i'm being forced, pushed, stressed... but there's actually no one there.
Maybe i'm the one stressing myself.
How I wish people are more straightforward... it saves lots of troubles and misunderstandings..
I mean it's like better to tell the person directly than tell others...and the others tell the person.
It will hurt the person more... much much.. so much more...
people understand this "theory".. but yet they're repeating the mistake again and again..
Even if you really wanna tell others... pls! oh pls! be smarter....... way smarter.. don't tell a big mouth! unless you deliberately wanted all this to happen.. if so, what an evil heart u have.
then, i've got nth to say.
Lucky for you, i believe your heart is not that bad la huh..
I believe you're just venting out/complaining to the person and its unfortunate that the person spreads it round. or who knows... you spread it so you can save your butt, and get the credit. Yupp.
If you want a person to do something, tell the person... Don't be dumb and keep quiet, thinking that the person knows what you're thinking. PLEASE! we can't read your minds! don't act like so wei qu..... when you actually wanted to do everything yourself! please don't jeopardise our names! if you're really our friend, you would understand... sadly, you are not.
sorry, i'm being so harsh on that.
Just wanna vent my anger..
not meant to shoot anyone.
but if you think i'm saying u, you don't have prove. unless you wanna admit you are a culprit of these things..
you can't put me down for there's no names mentioned.